Processes of suffering or struggling for something are never be vain even if they make no outputs.

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2年間の出向先での任期が終わった。

仕事内容も環境も大きく変わったので、最初は悩み、格闘する毎日。

これまでも割と頻繁に仕事が変わっていたので、変化には慣れていたはずだったけど、

自分で感じている以上に、プレッシャーを感じていたのだと思う。

挫折しかけた時もあったけど、ここで逃げたら11年のキャリアが終わってしまうと思った。

時間がかかっても地道にやるしかないと思って、先が見えないながら模索しつつ少しづつ進んでいくうちに、

いつの間にか自然に頭と手が動くようになって、仕事が楽しい、活躍できていると感じるようになった。

周りの人と打ち解けてから本音で話してみると、みんな私と同じように悩んだり焦っていたことも分かって、

少し安心すると同時に、一見余裕に見える人でも、みんな裏では悩みながら必死で頑張っているのだなぁと。

「成果が出なくても、悩んだり失敗したりした過程は決して無駄にはならない」

一緒に頑張ってきた仲間が教えてくれた言葉がとても印象的で、それは真実だと思った。

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I've just finished two years of my secondment period.

In the beginning , I'd been suffering or struggling everyday
since both works and environment changed completely compared with my past.
I might have felt more pressure than I recognized.

I almost gave up sometimes, but I was afraid that my career of eleven years was going to end if I gave up.

I said to myself that only I could do was stepping forward little by little,
so I made my efforts seeking better way.

I got use to utilize my brains effectively and realize that
I could play one of important roles in the organization without my noticing.

It have become clear that everyone had been suffering or struggling just same as me
by talking our real feelings.

I feel little relieved and suppose that everyone might make effort in real
even who seems to be clever by nature.

"Processes of suffering or struggling for something are never be vain
even if they make no outputs."
: a words my respective colleague told me is exactly true.

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